Trying not to look at her profile.
It's been a few weeks, my deep depression is starting to fade, as are the memories. Having a terrible memory seldom has any rewards.
Still miss many things about her...still have many moments that a story or scenario "reminds me of". Working to cover up....everything.
I'm beginning to forget the reason for my self torture..knowing only the pain. The desire to make amends, but not the determination.
Tomorrow will bring a new day, filled with as many pitfalls as yesterday, and the same perilous risk.
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